room temperature
Why do I say things in increments?
I am “a little hungry”, “a little tired”,
like the intensity of my emotions isn’t something I want to expose to the world.
“A bit cold”, “a bit stressed”
Why am I not very cold or very stressed?
I’m always just okay
Not good, not great, but not bad
Always unsure
I want to be pliable, adjustable, amorphous to those around me,
so that I’m never unpleasant to be around.
Maybe never exciting to be around but at least not unpleasant
Homeostatic, never at the extremes
Just right, or at least that’s what I hope
But never perfect